Goodbye thoughts.com

This is my goodbye to all my bloggers on here. I've spent the better part of 6 years on here writing and expressing myself fully to so many of you. I have enjoyed it so much and all the friends I have made. However it is time for me to move on to new...

Pretend to Care

If tomorrow I weren't here would you realize your worst fear? Pain and remorse for what was lost Regrets you had and things not said To the funeral you go with words wrote down For people who weren't there enough When I were here. ...

What Am I?

I want to dive right in and write about everything and anything that's on my mind. Social media is pissing me off. I get on facebook and all I see everything day is politics, rants, negativity, half naked pictures, and attention whores. What happened...

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Push me down that hill Bruise my ego and will I wish I knew what You meant when God sent down punishment All I thought was mine is now gone within the night Love was on the tips of my fingers fleeting like butterflies to the wind...

Give and Regret

That son of a bitch That stupid bastard Tie him to a hitch Drive down the highway faster I give and give But never receive I know its impolite to want but he used me You can only do so much before you run out of care Looking like a fool All...

I Hung

At the end of the day I left you all despite What you said I could be But no I died. With knowing where I was going I wrote a little note inside of a leather back journal Saying Goodbye Why you say I left you this way? Well for one I couldn’t go...

Regret

If pain were a gift from above I'd give it back and say goodbye Hang my hand up high Give a good shrug  Then walk away And at the end of the day I've conquered my demons Let them fight and then defeat them.  Walk away like a...

Moving On

So I have this friend. He calls me everyday for something new. Or so it is said to be new, but its the same ole' thing with the same outcome. I get shit on and receive nothing in return for all the help I give him. People ask me "Why do you keep...

Ant Farm

What is that we think we are but an ant in an ant farm praising a master who does not speak nor are we able to see the presence of thou' holiness    I say throw down your books throw out those shovels build your own life  ...

6/22/17

First off I want to rant about this. I am tired of coming on this site after a time period of over a month and having 20 spam comments on all my posts. That really grinds my gears. IF THE OWNER OF THIS SITE ACTUALLY DID SOMETHING this site would be...

Today

Here comes the sunny day all warm and not gray   I wonder what today has in store I hope its not a completely a bore

Romance; Passion

Romance; Passion  A poem by Greg Thompson  (Not complete but in the finishing stages) In this house; Just you and me A temptation sensates me so. Hurry now and don't let go. Thrust me against the bedroom dresser Feel my body...

My Beliefs

My Beliefs: I believe in freedom of speech and Freedom of religion.  I believe you have the right to marry who you want. I believe Christians, muslims, and jews are all similar religions that have good ideals. I believe rape is wrong and people should...

Medical Update 3/3/17

Well transplantation is getting closer and closer. They are talking about putting me on the list finally but I need to move into my own place and then they'll go to the comittee and ask to be put on the list. I'm excited. I'm finally getting...

I thought...

I thought I saw you last night Walking down the street  In that short skirt on your bike pedaling your cares away Against the overwhelming tides Of loneliness and despair.  Someone tell her that'll it'll be okay Even if everything is falling apart...

A 2am Thought of the night

Tonight I sit here thinking about my life and where I've been placed. My circumstances are less than ideal. I've had to move from my home due to a leaky roof in one of the rooms in my house which caused mold to grow. Thus my transplant team telling me...

Medical update 2-8-17

Medical update 2/8/17: So far everything is going great. My pain is backing off though my chest still hurts and so does my back its not as bad as it was last wednesday when I came in. I was so miserable I could barely stand.  They currently are giving...

Medical update 2-3-17

Medical Update: so I'm back in the hospital. Went Wednesday to see my transplant pulmonologist and he seen that I've gotten a lot worse since the last time he had saw me and noticed that I was having a lot of trouble breathing and my feet are swollen...

Die

So when I die  please whatever you do Don't you cry I'm still there in your hearts and in your minds Just remember happier times and smile because I was there.

How is it fair?

As I sit here researching my disease, pondering of this life I see. I wonder how much time I have left and how much of it is meaningful. I'm scared to die, but I'm scared too of living in constant pain and suffering. To gasp for each breath as if...

Death Looms

Shallow breaths Whispered threats Death looms All these regrets Limited life So much to give Life ends As it begins.