A break

So today I woke up and felt happy then later today I feel sad. It seems like I've been stuck in the house forever. Being a stay at home dad isn't what I thought it was going to be. I love my kids and all but I need to have a break. Some time for me to...

Mood Changes

One way this or another that I am happy here Sad there. No end to the mood changes  

Describe Depression

To accurately describe depression one must have depression. To begin I have major depression along with bipolar disorder. I was diagnosed with major depression as a kid along with a few other things but that isn't related to this particular post. So...

Hatred

Hatred consumes the soul,  corrupts the heart,  cages the mind  destroys the body and  kills friendships.  It’s a funny thing  how one word  One feeling  can destroy a whole world.

Bible Reading #1

  Psalms 32:1-5   “Blessed is he whose transgressions are forgiven, blessed is the man whose sine the Lord does not count against him and in whose spirit is no deceit. When I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day...

September 11, 2015 "Without Internet"

  Dear Thoughtsters,                   Today is another day of life without the internet. It’s a crazy boring life but its okay. Gives us a chance to live a little differently. Well today I went and had some blood work done to see if I am...

Will you Marry Me?

So  I started a new job yesterday. On that same day it decided to poor down rain and storm. The roads were flooded and I was infuriated because I don't like driving in the rain let alone driving at all. So I drove slowly all the way home after my job...

Writing Prompt #1

Describe a real made-up dream or nightmare. I dreamt the world was falling apart. Meteors were crashing into the city and people in robotic armor were walking the streets killing people. I was hiding in a side street in a pipeline ditch. The world...

Word of the day : Unfair

This life it is unfair I thought I had it all together then I become ensnared. Divide and conquer they said But divided we fell what a worthless idea It's all just unfair

Rebirth

I've been sitting pondering how to start up my blog again. Its been so long since I've actually sat down and began to write any of my feelings or what has been going on in my life down onto paper. I find it quite easier to sit and type it out as my...

No Title

It is this that we conceal  To avoid what is real A moment in time A passage traveled.  This is life This we live.

Am I A Writer

I am a writer Am I not? Do I not give What I've thought?   Replace the blanks with words and give the world a message that needs heard I am a writer because of these things.

A Crazy Thing Called Love

"Sometimes the one’s we love are the ones who hurt us the most  The ones we allow to hurt us the most…  But its not that we don’t hate how we are hurt   Its that we love them so unconditionally   We accept the pain that comes with loving...

Universe

Oh the night sky and how it glistens. To peer into the universe and only listen.  Spend a moment so to catch a whisper and find that life is better as a drifter

Rumors

I wonder from day to day What might come my way. Indeed I do find out but what it is makes me shout! Why must you spread your lies?  Tell people things that make them despise, Some of you must be jealous, For I have found my sweet water melon. ...

My Two Cents: 9/2/14

To be happy you must first begin to accept yourself. Then begin the process of reformation beginning at asking oneself "who am I" "What do I believe", " What is the meaning of life", "What drives me to live?" , "Is my perceptions of life accurate?"....